Was able to say it out loud to lady at AA... now fighting tears... I never cry, especially in front of people. I am in a meeting. I really want to run. Get booze, and run and hide forever. I don't think I can do this.
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Diagnoses:
PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
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