It is a tough decision. I already feel awkward about the fooling around and if it was anybody else it would definitely make me feel guilty, but this time it has not. I think it's the fact I know him so well and know how she is. They've asked me to join them in bed a few times before but I can't imagine being with my friend.....or a girl for the fact..if you get what I mean. Anyway, yes....it's probably wrong to do and if it were me, if I was my friend, I'd want to kick my *** for sure. As far as feeling bad towards my husband...I'm beginning to think that it would benefit us. I've had two very good friends tell me a secret one night stand saved their sex lives with their husbands. Maybe it could do the same for us...because we have no sex life.

We ended up in bed together that night because first, we were all very drunk, and second I think deep down I wanted my friends husband for awhile...and drinking some how releases those suppressions. I'm not asking for a relationship with him, or love, nothing reallly....purely sex, just a one time deal.

Either way, my desires aside, I don't think it's going to happen anytime soon anyway. My friend seems very anxious and kept saying things like "I know he wants you" and "he loves your ***"....stuff like that, which she normally doesn't get into. Maybe she suspects or felt some movement the night we all laid in the bed. She's the very jealous type so I expect the one night stander will not happen..but that won't stop me from wanting it.