so you are not on a mood stabilizer at a maintanance dose yet. The level of lamictal is usually 200mg.
Are you suicidal?
A lot of younger women self harm, doesn't mean you are suicidal does it?
I don't know.
How long have you been on meds?
Maybe they have not been in your system long enough to help or maybe they are not the right meds for you. It can take a while to find the right mix.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi