P.S. My cycling and anxiety would have been FAR worse if I had missed my bedtime dose of meds, because those include Abilify and Risperdal as well as my mood stabilizers. I would have been probably really obsessive and freaking out. Thankfully, I don't think I've ever missed an evening dose of meds. I don't think I'd be able to sleep without them.
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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