(((((((((chalm)))))))))) i have been exactly in that place. just being sick and tired of being sick and tired. yes, it is a sucky place to be. just know that i am here for you if you need me. feel free to pm me anytime.

and like sabby said, don't beat yourself up hunni. i know you hate the way you are feeling, but don't hate yourself. you must learn to love yourself and see the wonderful things about you that so many of us see in you. to love yourself is a start on the path to healing and happiness.

love you hun and will pray for you my friend,
recluse1