It has been 2 years in this situation, 2 years is the age of our daughter, yes it was all since she was born.

My heart wants one thing and my head says NO. I feel like I have had enough and no more troubles I want. Sometimes I hate whole womankind - they are all the same.

Sometimes I feel it's all my fault - they all say that. Maybe I'm defective and not suitable to have any intimate relationship with any woman.

Me and my wife live in the same house and sleep in the same bed - like two room mates. Our daughter is with her grandmother who is over 100 miles away. My mom and dad lives over another 100 miles away.

My wife have had postpartum depression I guess, but she refused to continue therapy or take meds. She don't let me kiss her or touch her - she says I do not love her. Once she said that wherever I go, I must take her with me - to see my friends or for a business meeting.