I want her, I like her, I love her, but I'm afraid to approach her, because I fear being rejected again and again. I hate whole womankind.
My previous relationship a several years ago, almost a decade ago ended sour, and she rejecting me, saying I don't love her.
Ok, this is what my wife would say. One big problem is that she says she does not get any sexual pleasure being with me. She was believing that the only way to reach orgasm was through clitoral stimulation. No matter how much I try, she would never get satisfied.
All woman are same, they never get satisfied. Whatever you do, it is not enough for them. I Hate Them All.!!
No matter how much I accomplish or achieve, or help in house work, my mom always saw that one thing I didn't do, and was not satisfied about me. They All Are Insatiable Beings, I Hate Whole Womankind.!!
Actually, what I expect is not just sex. I could rather easily masturbate and relieve my bodily needs, and I don't mind she does the same as she would please. I yearn for intimacy and having a good time together. But I don't know how to approach when she wouldn't even let me kiss her.
I just want to get rid of these human - manly feeling I have towards womankind. It is causing me great distress. I'm afraid I would be a rapist - I don't want to hurt anyone.
I get triggered when seeing a romantic movie, or a romantic couple or overhearing anything related to intimacy - maybe that is jealousy. Jealousy hurts, and I hate that emotion inside me, I loathe it. I had enough.! I can't go on like this with these emotions inside me. I don't want to exist with this situation around me. I Just Don't Know What To Do..
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