<font color="blue">((((((((((((</font><font color="green">WiseWoman</font><font color="blue">))))))))))</font>

I am so so sorry that you are feeling down, WiseWoman. Can you afford a nice long chat via telephone with your friend? Or can you find an email chat room where you can agree to meet? Perhaps a private room here at the forums?

Hope things start looking better soon.