I agree Elsa, I am able to hide a lot also , my response was mainly that she has been really unwell for a long time.

The inability to get her meds for so long is of course part of the problem.

I hope that she is able to find help before her psychosis gets worse.....she already said she's self harming.

Jtassar, I know I am not alone in being very worried about your well being. Please try to stop the self harm, not sure what your doing but self harm can go to far and put your life in grave danger.