I just feel like no one wants me there. the whole family knows about this deal with me and my cousin, they know I'm prone to outbursts. I think everyone is just assuming if I'm there I'll cause problems. and to flat out answer your question. yes. yes I am. and I've been listening to nine inch nails hurt all day. and I didn't sleep AT ALL last night... fml.
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Bipolar 1 with mixed and psychotic symptoms & ADHD
Meds
Latuda 120mg
Lamictal 200mg
Haldol 5mg (+5mg during mixed episodes)
Vyvanse 40mg morning 20mg noon
Benztropine 0.5mg
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