Hello GemmaLucy: I'm sorry you and your mother have led such difficult lives.
Hopefully coming here to PC can be of some comfort & support for you at least.
I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks!
I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.
PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. There are many knowledgeable & caring members here. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become.
Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!