Saw my pdoc yesterday. He isn't close to discharging me and I've been in here two weeks. To discuss my risk me touched on my trauma and I had a meltdown. Talks with nurses and meds calmed me down and I slept well. Feelin ok so far today 8.50am. Still a bit jittery though. Seeing my Mum and 27 month old nephew today, can't wait.

Saw my 'guy' at dinner and breakfast. He has been divorced and said it was due to her not being able to handle his PTSD. MKes me wonder and be more careful. Still worth exploring though. Nice to have company.