yeah i think i see him acting stupid and immature when he does it (in my head) but i have never actually seen him do it so i dont kow if thats how he acts or not. i can be around him when he is drinking beer but shots really bother me because my ex used to do shots and thats when he became violent was after hard liquor.

i guess im just trying to rush things. i know i shouldnt expect to be okay with it after only a couple years. especially considering when i met him i could barely even let a guy hug me. luckily he is patient with me and understands where im coming from.

thank god i found a sociology major lol im like the person in his text books so he knows exactly how to handle the situation lol

thank you guys for replying. one of those things that ive known the whole time but until you either hear it out loud or from someone else it doesnt really sink in. i have to be in a certain mood for it to be okay but that mood happens only once every few months. i guess i have to see it and then see that he doesnt go back to trust him.