The depression makes me feel like there's no way out. The doctor says that's actually my norm, I guess. Which is why he's trying to even me out and start an antidepressant. It just makes me feel like I'm never going to get better and I'm trapped inside my mind. I hate it, unless I'm like this I just can't get out of my mind.

It just feels like I'm able to do everything that comes to mind. I might be able to work again because I have unlimited energy. I also feel like I can do so many things without fear, unlike any other time.