When I am high or euphoric I feel amazing beyond words; invincible, unconquerable, god-like with super-powers, feels like I am one with the universe and know EVERYTHING. My mind races yet I am super-focused...I could go on. I certainly don't want to come down and be 'trapped' by 'normal' life and experiences. Sadly, one way or another the high comes down and it can be truly horrendous. The manic cannot stay forever and generally the higher and longer it goes on the deeper and darker you will fall.