The depression bug that bit me and made my life so difficult has been taken care of. I now have a clearness in my thinking. Things have never been so clear to me before. It feels like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders, and the blinders taken off my eyes. I realize now that my anger came from my depression and since I have gotten that under control I can really function again. I am not worried about moving all the time so that the depression does not attack me again. That is why I was angry all the time because I felt like I had to keep moving, even in my sleep. I feel like a new man now, I know that everyone says this does not happen overnight and it has not been overnight. I have struggled with this for over 4 weeks now, wow it has been 4 weeks since the darkness hit me. Anyway I digress, I want to thank everyone that has given me support and told me how it really is. I am still working on my marriage, but I do not let it bother me like I have before. I have learned to worry about the past or the future. I am here in the now and the present.