I have been so depressed lately. Spent thanksgiving alone because my brother said I'm all drama and put others on edge. I told him to go to hell. And I'm in school to complete my masters and my student teaching is suffering. I was told I domt have drive or passion although I have been working towards my teaching career for 20 yrs. I'm with a man of two years that I'll prob never marry. I considered taking my life yesterday and yoday. I can't even get out of bed to see my therapist. I like her as a person but she's not helping ke. I really want to die. I ask God what's my purpose in this life.