This is the kind of thing that triggers my paranoia ... a "pattern" that develops in different areas all in the same day. Today I had "delivery" problems. My dentist calls me this morning to say the statement they sent out to me was returned to them marked "moved & no forwarding address". My mate's Mom sent me a package for my b-day that similarly got returned to her. I've been living here almost 5 years now. Then later people started complaining to me their email to me was bouncing back to them marked "unknown recipient" or something. I'm paid up with my DSL provider, no reason for this. I start to think the FBI or CIA or some Hush-Hush wad of "Spooks" is monitoring what I do online and deliberately targetting me in an attempt to sabotage / "gaslight" me. Why? Because the knowledge I possess of certain spiritual and prophetic realities is a direct threat to their current agenda and the current administration.

Of course this is paranoia, you recognize it, I recognize it ... but I still have to feel all the anxiety it makes me feel. Even though it is true that I know things that are dangerous to their agenda, etc. why would they bother to track me and do low-level mind-***** hassles on me -- most people wouldn't believe me anyway if I told them what I knew, because it too is the kind of stuff society and the establishment have worked UBER HARD on the past several generations to instill the general meme that all such things are "delusional" and have no meaning other than that the person telling them to you is mentally ill.