i have OCD i hear voices and hear things psychosis basically depression self esteem issues i have been abused and view myself as worthless
I am married and my husband loves me so much he is my carer

I feel like am to blame for things going on around the world bad things people dying or getting hurt i blame myself my husband thinks its magical thinking or part of my psychosis

i dont see my psych until feb 2017 i see my family dr once a month
i dont know what they will do to me
they should jail me or put me to death
evil evil evil

unsure where to post this so i posted it here