Hello dudetodude,
i would care to disagree somewhat with mickycheeky.
just because therapy has been helpful, does not mean that it will be helpful again.
I think Therapy will help, but you really need to do journalling and sort out how much
or your social anxiety is enmeshed with your confusion about your sexual orientation.
who we are as sexual beings goes to the very core of our self-Identity and self-acceptance.
Learn to accept yourself in spite of societies mores. Get your
sexual urges under control by sorting out the chaos within. Don't muster them like a newly
graduated marine captain out of school, emotions to don't accept force.

Try learning more about emotions. the old Rabbis understood much.

Every time I ask you a question You Rabbis are always answering a question with a question.' , Rabbi Moshe replied ' So, how does that make you feel?'.


Learn to query your thoughts and feelings. What you do not understand, it that which controls you.
especially within.


if you are not right within, how can you win.


Sandworm.