I have another post coming up. Waiting for approval being new. I really didnt know what to say but my second try was better. I miss my art. I think about it. Over my life I have used it to get out of touch for awhile. I dont feel like I can do much right now but sit on the couch with my blankie. Seriously my body is sore from being so tense feel like im frozen. Force my self to bathe. Start therapy again next week. Been 5 years and doc for meds in 2 weeks. Did CBT or however you say it last time. Think this is just talk though. Wanting but not wanting. Scary telling people ur stuff.