Anger and anxiety led me to almost have a panic attack today. Took Klonopin, hoping it will help a little bit. Lately, I feel irritable and like it's just too much to deal with others and their own issues when I'm trying to deal with mine. The pressure of work and everything else is just getting to me, though I have off a few days. What's the use of doing anything anymore? BP seems to affect me no matter what I do. It seems like withdrawing is the only thing I can do to feel secure, and that's not the happiest existence after a while. Just a week ago, I had great plans for the future. Now, nothing seems worth planning or pursuing anymore.