So my mom has a set of china from back in Russia. It's around 150 years old. It's supposed to be passed down to the oldest girl when she moves out.
So anyways my mom was using one of the plates and my step dad said to my sister (who is 17 and much more stable than me) "that'll be yours someday"
I was like...I'm the oldest..? And he said "what, like you're going to have a family someday?"
That hurt. I feel hopeless now. Who would want me anyways?
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I'm on a mix of meds. Who knows at this pont..
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