I saw my old sponsor this evening... she had been my sponsor for years, and knows practically everything about me... I mentioned the trigger, seeing him, and her response, "that was Wednesday, this is saturday..." in my head, I believe the words "get over it" actually came out of her mouth, I believe I heard them. But I am also doubting that I heard them, that she actually said those words. Regardless of if she said it or not, that is how it sounded to me... I'm sitting here, like, WTF? This woman knows what this guy did. She knows how scared I was of him. She knows how I have periods of not being mentally stable. I cannot believe that she would even say anything that would remotely give that impression... but she did. It's like the ultimate betrayal. I spent years telling this woman you life, and that is the response? She just made things worse, tbh. I never thought I would say that about her, ever. But she did.