^^Thanks, Elsa. (((HUGS))). I just finished talking things over with my friend since she apologized to me, and I apologized for not being able to be there as much as I wish I could. I wish I could be different. I began to explain to her why my behavior can be very erratic, how the extreme swings affect my behavior, and where I'm at right now mentally.

I was glad she tried to understand the best that she could, and I forgive her for how she reacted and can understand she's going through her own issues, although I admit I'm still hurt from some of it that cannot be taken back. Aside from this fight, our friendship has been strong. Maybe something good will come out of this where she can understand me better.