Thank you everyone.

I don't know if earning makes someone happy, I can focus and keep all those troubling thoughts out of my head when I'm working. But no matter how much I achieve, when I come back home, I don't know what to do.

I don't think it is just money she wants from me, she probably want to make sure that I don't have money in my hand. It is a big Q for her what I do with money and how I spend it.

I tried everything I could to get her on therapy. Our therapist gave us a plan; with me one week, with her the next week and both on the week after and so on. But she wouldn't come or continue the plan, saying that I'm the person with a mental problem and she is not mad.