Better but I'm now dealing with the aftermath of everything. Some things that were said makes it difficult to offer forgiveness. I'm just trying to let it go, right now through this site and writing. Just channel it into music like I've done before.

I'm just trying to understand why I keep going back and I why I even love some of these people, or maybe just the idea of loving them. I'm just upset with myself for letting them get under my skin.