Thanks Wander, I often do the same thing with music and sunglasses. Last week I touched on it with my therapist and I'll tell him more tomorrow.

I guess, my next question for everyone: How did you adjust to thinking your moods were average, like everyone else, to coming to terms with being bipolar?

I don't think I'm handling it well. I still don't believe it, to be honest. I'm just letting my doc do what he thinks is best to see if anything is actually wrong with me outside of PTSD.