I don't have an answer, I wish I did. You sort of know what I've been feeling since we've been chatting outside this forum. There are days I wish I had more strength and stamina to get outside, even though this time of year tends to be cold and dreary. For right now I'm perfectly content sitting inside, with the shades down watch Gilmore Girls. I hope that someday I'll be able to experience the things that I used to, but I fear that at the same time it may be too late for me