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Originally Posted by JustJace2u
I just have to get this out there. I've been feeling numb, as if my emotions have just completely left my body. I haven't really had a good cry in weeks, but I haven't been overly joyful either, I just feel like a lump on a log if that makes any sense. There was a part of me that felt as if my going home for Thanksgiving would make things better, but I feel it has only made things worse, and now I'm dreading going home for Christmas in a few weeks. Think I'll just go back to bed and maybe I won't wake up. I'm tired of feeling this way and just want it all to stop.
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this may make no sense to you at this time and take it with a grain of salt .... I am no expert or professional in any sense ...
but what saved me was finding something to hang onto ... a reason to feel again ... to hope for ... to have a reason to get up one more morning ....
mine was a little korean performer ... silly .. maybe so ... but it gave me a glimmer of hope outside my self and my gloom ...
what can you find ... I do not know ... maybe a relative ... maybe a craft ... but I believe deep inside us all is a need to love someone or something... and that and only that will heal or begin to heal that deep pain some of us have inside us ...
be strong .. never give up ... never stop looking .. seeking ... your salvation is there ... and you must always believe you will find it ...
be strong ... remember you are loved .... and your life has great value .... Tigger ..
