I'm sure we've all experienced it....

I have a friend who I would drop everything for the minute she had any kind of problem. Now, when things are particularly bad for me (past 2 weeks or so), I don't get the same consideration. At all. In fact it's been remarked (indirectly) that I am too much trouble.

I hate this. I truly hate it. Because I have self-esteem problems as it is, and then to be considered too much trouble for someone it's very devastating to me. The wording that someone else would just brush off, I have to believe.

It's so brutally unfair. Why do I even THINK I might be valued enough to get treated with the same respect and consideration? I'm so stupid.