I often wish I could just sleep my way through something and then wake up on the other side of whatever, but I also know that feeling of being like a mere bump on a log or someone everyone else will have to (or might likely) just step on around so they can keep going...and then last night I almost fell back into the trap of tolerating some abuse from someone in order to have some otherwise-welcomed conversation. Today I am back to semi-numb, but I do have a small meaningful project I can do for my wife. So as best you might be able, just keep trying to do the next right thing in front of you while knowing you are not alone and that others of us really do care.