Hello Theresa1991: Hopefully things have been going well for you since you wrote this post. The only thing I can share, related to what you wrote, is that both of my major suicide attempts occurred while I was on one particular antidepressant. I've never actually been offered a formal diagnosis by any of the mental health professionals I've seen over the years. However, one did suggest that there might be a Bipolar aspect to my condition. I don't know... Good luck with the clinic. It sounds like an exciting possibility!