My son is hospitalized again due to his delusional thinking. He became aggressive and assaulted me. I called the police and they took him to the psych ward in the local hospital. They transferred him to a psych hospital not to far away. He started eating but he still won't take his meds or shower. He wanted to take my car so he could kill himself. Something to do with saving the universe. He is not talking to me and maybe that is best for both of us. I have decided to move out of state before his disorder becomes too much for me. It sounds selfish but he don't trust me and now I don't trust him so whats left. I will still help when I can just from further away. Part of me feels dead. But I will just have to live with the feeling.