So I think I'm baselined. I have been doing well past couple weeks. Haven't felt sad or depressed. Been getting to the gym regularly and now a renewed interest in fitness and looking better. I like this me. Seeing things as obstacles to overcome. Only hitch I spent almost a thousand dollars on myself in Black Friday deals. Got the Apple Watch, new I pad (this is through a contract so I didn't pay the 400 bucks up front) and an echo. Besides that nothing new to report. Hopefully I can keep my fitness. I got almost 3 months to my friends wedding and have a goal of 60 lbs. tough, but doable. Started journaling food and marking exercises. Wish me luck.