Hi Gemma-Lucy
Your history is a sad and horrific one to read about. I understand how hard it must have been for you to share it, even in writing on here so for that well done. I feel s
You should try and see a doctor, not so much for a diagnosis but in order to get the help you need. There may be nothing you can do to help your mother, but you certainly cannot help her while you yourself are ill. Please get some help for yourself. Hugs, Hef