That is one of my major concerns too!! As long as I was morphing into whatever I needed to be, it seemed like all was well. Then, when I began to see what was going on, there is a major, major question of trusting enough for a real relationship to really happen. I pray in time, healing will happen and it can be so.

I've tried to talk with people close to me about what I'm understanding to be happening and how it's been. There really is no understanding. Sad place to be. Hopefully healing will come for that too.

I think the biggest thing that I've to deal with is embracing and accepting betrayal blindness. Seeing it for it was and accepting that it was, whether I want to acknowledge it or not.

What has been the hardest think for you to embrace/accept?