I try to use "I" statements, and I'll be damn sure to use them this time around. but the overall goal here is to fix **** between just my father and I, he financially supports me right now, and I cant be dealing with stupid ********, the root of which was not my fault. It's taking all I've got right now to not throw a brick through my cousins front window, and drive away. this **** is all his fault. he threw away the relationship with his best friend for A SHOT with a girl. despicable... now that has precipitated to problems between my and my father and the rest of his side of the family which was my support system. I think I could watch him die in front of me right now and I would feel good. I think if I see him again I'll be lucky if at minimum I slug him in the gut and drop his *** to the ground. max would be I beat the holy hell outa him till the ambulance or the cops show up. that's how ****in pissed I am at him. he took my support system from under my feet. he wronged me and walked away and took the rest of my family along for the ride... I'm left alone. I NEED JUSTICE TO BE SERVED!