I'm not sure how I'm feeling but dare I say stable? I really think I'm at least headed in that direction. My pain has been very high and feeling very sickly so I get depressive thoughts and behaviors like needing more sleep. Hubby got very mad at me for a misunderstanding last night. He had delusional thinking patterns but I don't feel like discussing it right now. The way he thought was definitely not healthy thinking but we've worked it out. We did raise our voices for 15-20 minutes in passionate defense of our positions. My husband would probably prefer I not talk about it....it would embarrass him so I won't. But I held my composure I feel in the face of deep conflict and that is a good sign I feel.