Ok thats alright. Just not in the best frame of mind to be thinking that I want to be 'dumb'

I know with the job I am doing that there is minimal contact with people and i'm generally alone alot and I think that has contributed to feeling more down as well. Although I haven't been to work for the last few days due to being so unwell in having no medication, I feel i'm losing it again =( and apparently Aurorix has no withdrawals... either it does or the Efexor is still in my sytem causing problems.

I'm not sleeping.. then i'm sleeping lots.. or i'm taking valium to relax me from wanting to hit my head against a wall.. I hope this settles soon