My heart just breaks for you!!! This must be such a difficult time and my heart really goes out to you right now.

I've been sick (either physically, mentally or both) during the holidays. I always put on a brace face but inside it's a disaster. I'm looking forward to the holidays being over. I do hope to get in the spirit a bit more and there is still time but who knows. We didn't even do a tree last year and did a small table top one the year before. I hope to put up the big tree and all the ornaments because my ornaments mean so much and all have so many memories. But we shall see. We don't have money so it's a very hard time but we find a way to make it work. (((((Hugs))))

My husband and I lost everything a few years ago too, so I can relate to that aspect. (((Hugs)))