Somehow I agreed to move in with this guy if I was made homeless. I had tried to break it off with him and he still hasn't acknowledged all the hurtful things he's said to me. He must know he's said them. I think because he doesn't let nasty comments bother him he thinks everyone else should be the same. You don't say things like that about people you like as a person though. I suppose the idea that men can sleep with women they find attractive but don't like as people is true then. I just hope I don't get made homeless. The last thing I should do is move in with a guy who has no respect for me and doesn't love me. Even like me. I wish I could be more firm. Maybe I will just have to keep washing my hair every night from now on. I'm not sleeping so I am tired at night. I have one way of probably making sure he will leave me for good, my schizophrenia diagnosis. I haven't told him. The problem is that I worry he will spread it about which us why I haven't told him. He took the mickey out of people hearing voices, which I have had, and that made me feel awful. I told him off but he didn't see what was wrong with it. He's an insensitive bastard, to be honest..