I was being upset this morning cause my skin has been acting up again (bad acnes.) I was in my room crying, feeling too ugly to leave the house, then my mom got sad and cried too. (Every time I get sad/upset, she gets irritated and says it's cause she cares about me so her mood follows mine.) Then she left the room, and after a few minutes she came back looking pissed, and told me to stop TORTURING her.

I've heard many rude comments about my face every since I started getting acnes, but never something to hurtful! My own mom, telling me that I was "torturing" because of something I can't control? I didn't choose for this to happen to me and she knows it, yet she uses her "pains" and "depression" to blame things on me every single time.

I texted her telling her it hurt to hear that from her, and she replied "..." & "I'm too exhausted to say anything" & "your attitude makes me sad" (what attitude??) I continued to say I can't help that I'm ugly now, and she said "end of this conversation" and has been ignoring me ever since.

I am so mad at my mom for blaming everything on me. I always have to apologize if I've done something to trigger her, but she can't even say sorry for hurting me. Why does she always have to use bipolar as an excuse to put blames on others?!!