My attitude towards relationships has always been all or nothing. I take offence if people don't want to know everything about me like I do about them if they just learn to trust me enough to reveal themselves. I've never seen the point in small talk and banter, I've just eagerly awaited the moment when we start to really get to know each other. However, I've realised the world doesn't work like that.

I've realised I'm lucky to have a couple close friends with whom I can share 'everything'. The rest is more superficial. The thing is, I don't know how to be in those relationships! I'm like, what do I talk about - how do I relate to others in a more cavalier way?

I just thought I'd write this down to stop these thoughts from aimlessly circling around in my head..