Having multiple diagnoses, all of them combining into one big explosive train wreck, is something I live with. It's something many people on here seem to be living with. Thing is, I've been riding this "crazy train" for so long without realizing it that it's finally all coming to a head. Too late to put the brakes on and too early to not try and stop it. It's all confusing, it's all terrifying and it's all one disturbing nightmare with five layers. I never thought I'd let it get this bad.

"Too much is wrong with me, and you can’t do anything about that. You can’t change it. You can’t fix me because I’m not broken. I don’t need to be fixed, okay? I’m me." - Shameless.