Yes very difficult , and i just don't know what to do I'm so lost and scared , I'm scared of him as well to, also my clinic wants me to go to the ER to get checked out for studs and and everything and get it put in my medical record but i don't know what they would do .
And I'm scared of letting them touch me there .

Also if they try to report it or try to put me into a psych ward because of it if i get to emotional over it .And then after that my doc will follow up with me .