I hope you don't feel like you are being asked too many questions? Just wanted to get a more full picture of timelines and support before writing something unhelpful to you.

If you feel safe, this counts for a lot.
I wish your meds could be adjusted during this time so you could tell if med (and which meds) will be most helpful. I'll bet you wish this, too.

While you need to see a pdoc, you are in a very real bind with transportation.
My heart goes out to you.

Stay safe at all times.
We are here for you.

WC