I get very happy euphoric mania with delusions of grandeur and I still question my DX. I used to really question it since most people on psych sites said they didn't get happy mania. The reality just is that we all present differently and euphoric mania is definitely not something everyone gets as can be easily noticed from this thread. I get very happy and then it's like I get knocked down off a mountain and belly flop into the pits of hell. Then I'm so embarrassed for everything I did while happy, thought and just pissed as hell because nothing I was even happy about seems real. Happy mania does feel unbelievable but the come down is beyond belief also.
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