Thanks RxQueen for reply.. Over the years ive been to 4 psychiatrists, 3 therapists, and they all said they think its all because of my severe panic and anxiety disorder.. I feel like going crazy but since i know that theres no one there, i just feel like someone would be, and it happens sometimes, not for a longer period of time, things i 'see' are only in my mind, i dont see this stuff for real, so doctors says its not a schizophrenia nor paranoia.. In schizo quizie i had 4 points only.. I feel crazy but its probably impossible to be mentally ill and act normally in front of family and doctors, isnt it? I mean doctors and the therapist who sees me every week probably could tell if im actually crazy?
I have prescribed paroxetine for my panic attacks but im terrified of meds so i didnt try it yet.. Ive been on different meds before and it was a hell to which i dont want to come back never again.. From what i read about paroxetine, it has lots of side effects and withdrawal is horrible for most of the people.. So getting on this is another problem for me..