I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else see's/feels their body other then as it is? I mean..I am totally fem and is that way...are you? I guess everyone is different.

I've always wished for a disfiguring accident where the guy parts got removed. Or a body swap. Or a reality switch. Or it's all a dream. Or God would make it real.

I only (cross) dress to feel normal. I'm jealous of female kind. I don't have the drive to be male. I was always watching mother do her female thing like clothes, make-up, nails. I wouls sit and watch....wishing...

I'd pull on my nipples to make them grow but was got taken to a doctor for the swelling ??? It was a laugh.

I've been busted in a dress and make up so many times. Also beat, embarrased, and punished...

But I am me.

But now I feel some freedom but still in a social prison. Whatever.